I would have iron nerves

I would have iron nerves
Heart is stronger than granite
Soul - a complete bitch
The fury of a beaten dog.
Memory - from the Siamese cat,
Long, sharp, angry.
The look is hateful, boorish.
Sensitivity - deaf, dumb.
To pluck out your love by the roots
Tenderness - to the graves, under the slabs.
Feelings of guilt - drowning in the sea
Politeness - to bury it deeper ..
Conscience - in the cesspool
And disinterestedness too.
Yes the kindness that is so zealous
This GOD is torn into the light.
I'll be cruel and rude.
Cynical and self-righteous.
Maybe they don't like them,
But then it won't hurt to live ...